LIGHT A CANDLE FOR HOPE...12/9 Event for Pancreatic Cancer Research

Thursday, December 6, 2007

My dad would have been 59 on December 9th. He died of pancreatic cancer at age 56 after a short and valiant 3-month battle.

I have pledged to do what I can to raise awareness for this disease, and have found a wonderful foundation, THE LUSTGARTEN FOUNDATION FOR PANCREATIC CANCER RESEARCH (http://www.lustgarten.org) which has done great things in terms of raising money.

I have held 2 charity events, THE DAY OF HOPE & GIVING (1/29/07) and SOAPS FOR HOPE (June 14th, 2007), raising over $750 in cash through sales of my products.

I have also contributed non-monetarily by giving gift baskets for their annual event in May.

On DECEMBER 9th, I will donate 100% of the proceeds of *ALL* sales from my Etsy shop. It was going to be candles only, but I will donate every penny (less shipping) to the foundation that day.

Happy Birthday, Dad. I miss you.

This Thanksgiving....

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

My dear friend, Beth, emailed this to me....

"Heavenly Father, Help us remember that the jerk who cut us off in traffic last night is a single mother who worked nine hours that day and is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry and spend a few precious moments with her children.

Help us to remember that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man who can't make change correctly is a worried 19-year-old college student, balancing his apprehension over final exams with his fear of not getting his student loans for next semester.

Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum, begging for money in the same spot every day (who really ought to get a job!) is a slave to addictions that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares.

Help us to remember that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through the store aisles and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this moment, knowing that, based on the biopsy report she got back last week, this will be the last year that they go shopping together.

Heavenly Father, remind us each day that, of all the gifts you give us, the greatest gift is love. It is not enough to share that love with those we hold dear. Open our hearts not to just those who are close to us, but to all humanity. Let us be slow to judge and quick to forgive, show patience, empathy and love."

Happy Thanksgiving, Everyone!

July 17th Post Update!

Thursday, September 27, 2007




On a much lighter, less introspective note for today...HAIR!




In July, I mentioned in this blog that I was growing out a pixie cut. Although I am not a fan of hers, I do love Victoria Beckham's hair! My goal was to grow it out and have a cut of similar style.




Last week I lowlighted my hair to welcome Autumn and my hair was finally long enough to get Posh's "short" do! It is not exact but it is simple and fun and I think it really reflects my style and lifestyle in terms of time in the AM (or lack thereof). The result can be seen in the pic on this page. The back is cropped much closer to the back of my head and it really is versatile!


To keep the one side that always falls in my face off my eyes, I am using some great handmade hair accessories from Bella Jean on Etsy! Check out her shop: http://bellajean.etsy.com.
While we're on the subject of hair, here are some raves for what I am using now in my hair:
Burt's Bees Green Tea & Fennel Shampoo
Burt's Bees Raspberry Brazil Nut Conditioner
Nexxus Designing Butter
Garnier spray to add shine...






Preschool has helped this mom learn a great deal; a LONG entry today!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

So many subjects to touch on, so please bear with me!

Preschool...

Nick has now been in preschool since just after Labor Day. He goes three days a week for 2.5 hours a day.



In this time I have watched him become a leader, rather than a wallflower. I am amazed. He is such a sensitive, affectionate child, but that has often resulted into other children (especially his little brother) walking all over him. Nick has never been assertive, which we have been working on with him.



I am pleasantly surprised at his accomplishments. We know how bright he is...he counts to 100, can write several words, spell at least a dozen, and had the Pledge of Allegiance memorized after learning it one day in school. He has my brother's Ivy League intelligence, and sometimes this has affected his ability to be on the same page socially as other children his age. This is the key reason we enrolled him in preschool: for the socialization.



Nick is a leader; a social butterfly. How did this happen in a matter of 3 weeks? I am not sure. He absolutely loves going to school. He wakes up with a smile, arrives there with a smile, and walks out of class laughing and talking with his new friends. I am so proud of him! He just goes to school and tells me, "Mama, I am going to ask so and so if he wants to play tag." He is so outgoing now, and always has a warm smile for the others.



In these 3 weeks, however, I think I have learned more than he has.



It truly seems as though I just gave birth to Nicholas. It seems impossible that time has passed this quickly. I just didn't realize it until he started going to preschool! The fact that the baby is 27 months old is hard for me to believe. He is so wild--so active and independent--a real ham. Where has the time gone?



What I have learned kind of goes along with a blog post from a couple of weeks back. I have learned that you have to let the little things go. In the 2.5 hours Nick is at school, I am in the yard pushing Ben in his swing rather than doing another load of laundry. Those towels waiting in the dryer are of no importance; watching Ben collect bugs or swing or play Ring Around the Roses solo are more moments I hope last just a wee bit longer. Before I know it, Ben will go off to preschool and that will mean both of my babies have grown up.



We are not having more children. While I am so happy to be passed the newborn baby stage, and thrilled not to spend yet another pregnancy on bedrest or have more worries going into labor at 32 weeks, I am realizing that my babies are growing up fast and there is nothing I can do to stop time (except by snapping pictures, but it is not the same). These moments are so fleeting. I wish they would just last forever.



If you would've told me when I was in high school or college that I would have ever felt this way, I would've laughed my head off. Being a *gasp* stay at home mom, driving a minivan and being a room mother were far from my life's desires at that time...Of course that all changed after I met Tom, but that is a story for another day.



Anyway...back to learning. I have learned more from being a mother than I ever did throughout high school or college. The boys have been my greatest teachers. One of the most profound lessons they have taught me thus far is to do what you want to do, not what other people want you to do.



The boys are masters at this...



For them, it is not such a good lesson to learn, as their idea of not doing what others want them to do involves ignoring my directions (such as time for bed, time to brush teeth, stop playing outside, etc). For me, it has been wonderful!


Some business lessons learned....


These past weeks since I have scaled back in terms of my business, I have found true happiness. Every now and then, I get an instinct to do it all again--"just this once" making soaps for a few customers who have been asking me about a long time favorite...and I planned to do so. I told my sounding board/my voice of logic/my darling hubby about this plan and he gave me that look...the one that says, "Good Lord, now what are you getting yourself into again?"




Again, he reminded me about the time spent, the fact that I don't love it anymore...and this brought me to another decision I have not wanted to come to but have...my facial items. Last week I decided I would just sell them online at a wonderful consignment boutique. After I send my newest batch, though, this is going to be it.

Part of what I love most about my facial products is the fact that I ask every single person detailed info about their skin...I then customize serums and moisturizers for them. In order for me to keep this business, I would have to drop that aspect...and since every single person has different needs, I wouldn't be 100% happy knowing that someone is buying a serum that really should have an extra essential oil or two to be most effective. Does that sound silly?



Instead, I will post my recipes for my products in my blog so that you can make them yourself at home! I will post my recipes for my eye balm, eye serum, facial serum, face cleansers, lip balms, lip glosses, mineral makeup, etc...as well as where to find the supplies!

I am not giving up my interest in natural skincare....that passion will always be here as long as there are unsafe products on the market.



I will continue my passion for natural skincare and for corporate accountability when it comes to product ingredients. I will keep writing letters to government agencies about how dangerous it is not to follow the lead of the EU when it comes to ingredients used in cosmetics and skin care sold in the United States. I will continue to write to companies like Bare Escentuals who claim certain products are all-natural and preservative-free (see my post about parabens in Mineral Veil) and offenders like Philosophy, who sell products to "benefit" breast cancer research when those very products have cancer-causing agents. Companies care about dollars and cents, for the most part.


Something about me that only a few people know is that I am a Reiki Master/Teacher, having been certified in early 2005. This is a very important part of my life. Mastering reiki has brought a sense of calm and inner peace to my life. It helped me deal with the grief of losing my father. It helped me to become more interested in holitic health, reflexology and herbology (after reiki, I became a certified herbalist), and has just kept me centered. Reiki is powerful and wonderful and is something spiritual. The connection of mind, body and spirit is of great importance to me personally. I used to give attunements and also self-treat daily. When I became so busy with Flour City Bakery that it took over a chunk of my life, I no longer had the time or discipline to maintain Reiki as a key part of my life.


I am thrilled that I am able to be back practicing Reiki regularly; it is really about personal growth, relaxation, discipline, self worth and spirituality. Practicing Reiki is just a part of my day, much like making sure I drink the water I need, eat enough colorful fruits and veggies, walking, washing my face at night, etc...


I am also having fun exploring my more creative side. It is lots of fun. Last night I made a decoupage shabby chic picture frame...it looks great! I also made an altered art shabby wall hanging. That looks cute, too. Best of all, and something I will never forget, is that this is something that brings me joy. It does not take time away from Nick and Ben...I am able to watch every Yankees game with my hubby and cuddle on the sofa every night. I can spend an hour brushing the dog. My time is 100% on my family when it should be, not worrying about turnaround time or driving to the post office in 2 feet of snow (hey, it'll be here soon enough since this is upstate NY)!

I will, in the next month or so, be launching my dot.com site (northfieldroadgifts.com) and will feature my cards, artwork and soy tarts/candles. I enjoy Etsy. It is a great community and I have met some wonderful ladies there! I'm going to have my own site again so that I can avoid the listing fees, final percentages, etc...and be able to list every tart I offer.


Another main factor in deciding to stop with the facial care is something that just happened...The store where Flour City Bakery products were sold here is now going to be carrying my cards, so that is great, and I have LOTS of cards to make for the holiday for them. The gift shop features a great deal of shabby chic, primitive and Victorian items and I know Northfield Road Gifts will do great there!

My friends and hubby know that my long-term goal is to open a brick and mortar shop with an in-store coffee/tea bar. I say long-term because it will all depend on my children and what is in their best interests. I know that this will come to fruition. If I have a dream or a goal, I am not one to say "It will never happen"...I am one to go out and make it happen, and know this will be the same...much like Nick told himself he was going to go out and make new friends at preschool...another lesson my son has taught me.

Some random midnight thoughts..

Saturday, September 22, 2007

My friends are always asking me about products...now that I am only making facial care and not bath and body stuff, I am back to buying retail (so much fun) and would like to talk about some of my favorite goodies...

Before I do, I have a couple of other things to talk about-

First off I would like to publicly thank my husband, Tom, for taking over my workspace! You see, I had the finished lower level as my office/workshop...two rooms of bath and body ingredients....mini kitchen, cabinets full of oils, boxes full of jars and bottles, etc.

Tom will be working from home beginning in October....same position, just from home, so he has evicted me from my space. This is actually cool because I am going to totally redo the space for him so he has a cool office! I am quite sure he doesn't want a space full of pastels, and I have nixed the sports bar-themed area I know he would really like. It is going to be fresh, bright and modern and that is my latest project. It is one of those tasks I have decided to do, but know I will be working on it until 2am the morning he will need to be in there, LOL.

This is much like the rest of the house. When we moved into this house in 2004, all of the walls were off white. I painted the living room "Pecan Sandie", which lasted for 2 years, and after the holidays I decided to paint it "Nantucket Blue". Tom refuses to paint. I like to feel like I can take on the world, so instead of calling a painter, I decided I would paint it myself. Since 2004, I have painted our bedroom twice, the kitchen twice, dining room 3 times, and both bathrooms (again, twice). I swear they should come out with a paint that is comparable to a slipcover because I change my mind so often!

Anyway, I always have to have the room finished before a major event...Tom and I were going to re-tile the kitchen floor and re-paint it as well. I thought we could do on a Friday night knowing that Nick's birthday party was that Sunday. I painted and Tom helped do the floor tiles. We finished one hour before guests arrived...

Then there is the dining room. I wasn't keen on the sage green anymore, so I deiced two days before Thanksgiving to paint the walls navy blue with all of the trim crisp white. I finsihed that before our overnight guests arrived...just in time!

The living room is huge...I thought I could do it myself while Nick and Ben took naps the day before my brother came to visit. I was doing the trim an hour before he arrived....

I always have the best intentions to budget my time....however, this has always been my weakness. I specifically remember doing a major term paper for my Latin American politics class at 3am when it was due at 9am. Keep in mind I had 3 weeks to finish it...I must say that I do some of my best work when it is a high pressure situation, but each time I swear I will never be in that situation again.

Next topic....my "online sisters". Yes, the RP Moms group. If you are reading this, I want to send a big hug your way and tell you how much you all mean to me. Once upon a time in 2003, I came across a message board called American Baby. I was pregnant for the first time and couldn't sleep. I met some great ladies, may also pregnant, the others already had babies. Since 2003, and (some moms even before) a group of us (40+ in our "clique") has been together sharing life's ups and downs and all things related to marriage and motherhood. The first mom I remember getting to know is Holly, mom to a little boy and baby girl....and Angie, who is now in Japan. There are so many of us who have shared so much...happy moments and sad. I know that they were a wonderful source of support in October 2004....

What a bittersweet time: on Saturday afternoon I found out my dad had terminal pancreatic cancer (at 55), and 4 days later I found out I was pregnant with Ben. The moms on that board were always there for me. The close moms, and there are actually 45 of us across the US and even 2 in other countries, have been together on a board I started just for us and I cannot tell you how great it is. We talk often--daily during the week. Many moms have met each other, and next year we plan to meet in Las Vegas sans kids and hubbies for a long weekend.

We are "online sisters forever", and I love all of you!

Now, onto BEAUTY..............here is what I use that I make myself to get that out of the way---mineral finishing powder, mineral bronzer....soap, all facial care and scrubs.

What does a girl use who has been able to try almost everything?

Let's start with makeup. I am a mineral makeup gal. I started with everything Bare Escentuals. Then after much trial and error with other brands, I found Everyday Minerals (http://www.everydayminerals.com). I highly recommend them! I use my own powder, bronzer and rosy blush. I have tried their whole line and love it. I have been using EM for foundation for over a year. I wear the Intensive Formula in Fawn. I also use the Intensive Light Concealer. For other blushes, I like their colors called: Snooze Bar, Email Me, Chit Chat and Morning Cup.

My brows are ALWAYS done with a great brow powder from Bare Escentuals. This is the only product I use from BE now. It is Dark Blonde Medium Brown and it goes on flawlessly and lasts all day! This is a color identical to a pencil brow filler I used to use by Lancome (shade was Taupe), but on a humid day, I could touch my eyebrow and wipe it off (not pretty)!

I am a lip gloss girl on weekends. I make my own. This is fun because I have about 20 metal pots half filled with my experiments trying to get the perfect color...

My holy grail lip gloss is MAC Spite, but I can no longer find it....I don't think they make it, and we don't have MAC here.

I love lip stick--always have! My first lipstick was actually one my stepmother bought for me at the age of 13. It was a Lancome one called Raisin and it was a brush tip pen applicator. I loved that!

I actually do the best with L'oreal Colour Riche lipstick. I wear Mystic Mauve all the time. Bronzine is wonderful for fall! I also like mark. Fresh Kiss lipstick in Kiss Upon a Star, but alas it has been phased out.

I never get rid of lipsticks...I have tubes from college. I do not wear them--some of them smell so "off" I cannot believe I have them in my possession, but I like to go back and see what I was wearing. For example, Gala is a Lancome color I wore when I was freelancing as a junior in college. Looking at it now, all I see is a really unflattering bright rose that I had no business wearing as a 20 year old!

I love bath and body items....when I am buying retail bath and body items, I only buy from 2 brands which have never failed me: Perlier and Burt's Bees.

My love affair with Burt's Bees began when I was pregnant with Nicholas. I decided to go the natural route during pregnancy and bought everything Burt's Bees. My favorite scent of all time is actually Burt's Bees Milk and Honey Body Lotion. It really doesn't smell anything like milk or honey, but it is a blissfully fresh, yet comforting scent. I could wear this and only this until I am 100 years old. I also use Burt's Bees Shampoo. My favorite is the Green Tea & Fennel shampoo and conditoner because it smells exactly like Lancome Aroma Tonic. I use these 3 days a week. My highlights don't fade nearly as fast and my scalp is super healthy! Also, I am doing myself a favor by avoiding sulfates and parabens!

I have tried all of the BB haircare items and also like the Raspberry & Brazil Nut, although no more than once a week or I find that it weighs my hair down.

I also use the Peppermint Bar Soap from Burt's Bees....I love it. No one can make a peppermint like it--I won't even try to duplicate this because it is perfect!

I also like the Baby Bee line. I have used this on both boys. NOTE: this contains buttermilk, derived from cow's milk. My son had a severe milk allergy until age 2, and when I used this on him, it made his eczema flare up and I immediately had to discontinue use....that is actually when I became so interested in goat's milk because there are hardly any goat's milk allergies out there....

My second most favorite scent EVER is Perlier White Almond. I believe this is impossible to duplicate. I have tried to find a "dupe" of this from oil suppliers and the one I came across smelled nothing like it. It is a unique, mature almond. This doesn't smell at all like your traditional almond cookie or honey almond. It is a lovely, feminine scent. I just love it! Everything from Perlier I have tried has been great. Just watch our for the ingredients, as some contain sulfates. I do like Perlier (and their sister company, Elariia) because they are made in the E.U. where so many evil ingredients are banned. My favorite scents from Perlier/Elariia:

Perlier:

*White Almond
*Honey
*Chocolate Vanilla (avoid their Dark Chocolate--it smells like milk chocolate)
*Banana (Nick actually loves this)
*Lilac

Elariia:

*Double Latte (a powdery scent--great for babies)
*Mango Coconut Milk
*Shea Butter with Sweet Almond Oil
*Cucumber Mint

This will have to be it for now....I planned to write much more, but time has gotten away from me and I am exhausted!

Superwoman I Am Not....

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Have you ever had the feeling as if something just clicked and you instantly had the answer to a question you didn't know you were asking yourself?

Sort of an "A HA!" lightbulb moment...

I love my children more than anything on the planet. They make me laugh each day, they make my heart feel warmer, and they truly are the loves of our life.

When I was pregnant with my oldest son, now 4, I stopped working because I was having some complications. My last day of work was around Memorial Day of 2003. So much has happened since then: the birth of our boys, a near-death tragedy for a close and dear relative, moving to a new home in a new suburb, the illness and death of my dad...

In that time I never "missed" work. I didn't miss the idea of pointy toed shoes and dressing to the nines to stand on my feet for 10 hours. I didn't miss working on weekends and holidays...dinners missed with my hubby...new goals from corporate each day. In that time, though, I really did not think of myself at all. All of my energies were focused on getting through one thing to the next and plugging by day by day.

One night in July 2006 I was sitting on the sofa with my hubby watching the Yankees play (I am a huge Yankees fan, and an even bigger Andy Pettitte fan). It dawned on me that I had become so focused on everything else that I was no longer doing things I enjoyed. I had been making soap since 2000. The last bar I had made until 2006 was in December 2001--I made bars of soap with dried rose petals from a bouquet my husband had given to me and I included those in the favor bags at our reception.

I missed that. I also missed studying up on ingredients, drawing, painting, and doing altered art with papers and photos. I quickly thought of my business plan mentally while eating some Ben & Jerry's watching a baseball game.

I do not always think things out. I do not really hold a logical thought in my head when I need it the most--I am a "fly by the seat of my pants" kind of woman. I think that is why my very logical, numerical husband and I mesh so well. We are somplete opposites.

Right away he had graphs and charts up on the computer. I was supposed to keep track of things. I am not good at this! I can tell you that a woman named Karen in another state likes baby powder candles and the smell of lavender and lemon. I can remember to add a little less cinnamon in my Signature scent for Fran in Dallas...those things are fine.

My husband asked me if I thought of everything. He was the one helping with all of the legalities and "boring" loose ends. I was the one asking him which color of pink in a dye looked better in a cupcake scented tart. He asked me if I could handle growing as fast as my business was while remaining firm in my commitment to working only when the boys were in bed. He asked me so many questions and I assumed I could handle everything.

By December I was working until 2 or 3 in the morning 5 nights a week and being SuperMom all day. You see, as a stay at home mom, I am blessed. I am blessed to be able to be home with the boys. Being SuperMom is not about plunking the kids in front of a tape while I sit in pjs. I continued to be up before the roosters crowed (OK, maybe that is an exaggeration...there are no roosters in this neighborhood), all dressed and made up before my husband left for work. I continued to bake cookies from scratch with the boys, do arts and crafts, play tag and sing nursery rhymes.

Somewhere between feeling so run down I was getting ill and realizing I could not keep up anymore is the time I realized that something had to give.

In June, after holding another successful fundraiser for the Lustgarten Foundation for Pancreatic Cancer Research in my dad's memory (it was the weekend of Father's Day), I closed up shop.

All of a sudden I could SLEEP. I could sit on the sofa again with my husband and speak to him. And then I started, 2 weeks later, to miss the daily chats with some of my customers via the internet. I thought I'd just sell 5 or 10 things on Etsy...my facial products (which rock, by the way). I did it to myself again...I thought I'd introduce my mineral makeup...and more. Before I knew it, I was spending more time in my workshop making up different recipes than I was with my wonderful husband.

Just before my birthday in August, I took a vacation from Etsy. I spent lots of time with my hubby and tons of time making up greeting cards while my oldest son colored and my youngest son napped. I hadn't made cards in so long! I aslo made up my favorite fall tarts to get ready for a great smelling autumn in our house. I though, "Hmmm, it doesn't take much more time to pour out 10 tarts than 2" and started making more.

I was set to re-open my Facial Care Boutique on Etsy Sunday. Friday night while we were enjoying a drink together, I mentioned a thought that had come into my head. I told him how much fun it was just walking Nick to preschool and talking to the other moms along the way. There will be plays, classroom parties and so many more things I want to fully participate in. I would not be able to keep up the SuperMom pace of being everything for my boys, the wife my husband deserves AND keeping up my scaled back skincare business. I asked for his advice. I told him how I wanted to still be on Etsy and have a hobby for myself that will give me a bit more of "my own" spending money for shoes, handbags, etc...I asked his opinion, and he said that I already knew the answer. And I did.

The answer isn't about making more money, having another product featured in a magazine or another cool review. The answer is to look within yourself and discover what really makes you happy and brings you peace.

Ten years ago, I was a working woman who spent her checks on dinners out, new shoes and great handbags...I really didn't have a care in the world.
My life was really just beginning, and everything that followed has been a learning experience.

Last night I felt true happiness again, which many may find laughable when they hear why. At parents' night at Nick's school I became the "room mother". You know--the one who comes to school and bakes cupcakes, plans the parties, organizes all of the events, etc. Being a makeup artist or a cosmetics account manager or being an entrepreneur is not the key to my happiness. Having the time to sing "Baa Baa Black Sheep" for the 14th time in a row to Ben is my contentment. Walking Nick home from school as he tells me about the pictures he painted with apples in true happiness. Planning his preschool Halloween party is a project I will tackle as though I am holding a soiree in the Hamptons.

Today the boys and I made snickerdoodles and played with our mammoth dog. Moments like these--the everyday moments--are really, truly what matter the most!

New pooch, another year older and so much to share!

Monday, August 27, 2007





What an eventful couple of weeks. As you may have noticed, my blog has not been updated in over 3 weeks.

I have had so much going on and need some time away from the computer.

First off, many of you remember that our beloved 13-year old Cocker Spaniel named Buddy died just before Christmas. Losing him has been a very difficult experience. We have had so many losses in the past 2.5 years--my dad, Tom's grandma, and Buddy.

We have been so blessed with the most amazing little boys and know that our family is complete, but we finally have realized that we are ready for another dog to share our lives with.

Buddy was adopted in 1997 at the Humane Society, so we returned there on the 18th of this month and found a wonderfully sensitive, kind-hearted and gentle soul: a 75 pound, 3 year old German Shepherd with floppy ears named Cannon.

Cannon wormed his way into our hearts immediately, and while loving him has come so easily,
this week has not been without its struggles! First of all, Cannon has some major separation anxiety issues. I am not talking about barking and crying at the door--I am talking about jumping 4 feet up to a window, breaking through the screen and WALKING ON THE ROOF. He did this Friday night as we chatted with our neighbors in their yard. He missed us and thought by walking on the roof above the garage he would attract some more attention.

Keep in mind I am a stay at home mom and the longest period of time he has been left since we adopted him has been 2 hours.

Today, I had to take the in-laws to the airport. Nick, Ben and I dropped them off and were home in 30 minutes. When we arrived home, Cannon was sitting in the back yard next to the gate of the picket fence wagging his tail. Bear in mind, Cannon was INSIDE THE GARAGE when we left. He climbed on top of trikes and Tom's bike, broke a baby gate and jumped out the window.

Our vet says Cannon may require "pharmacological assistance", namely Fluoxotine. In other words, Prozac. Now I am all for Prozac and people needing it to treat illnesses, but haven't thought my pooch might ever need it! The vet also wants us to take Cannon to Cornell University to meet with their experts on the matter.

Needless to say, Cannon has brought some excitement to our lives! The most important thing, though, is that Cannon LOVES children. He adores both boys, but has a soft spot already for Nick.

In other news, it's birthday time in this house! I celebrated mine on Saturday. Nick will be FOUR one week from tomorrow. We spent the weekend getting all of his "Go Diego, Go" must haves for his party. It looks like I'll be headed back to the party store for the 4th time because I apparently forgot the pinata!

Next week also marks the beginning of preschool for Nick! He will go 3 days per week for 2.5 hours! He and I are both excited!

In business news, I am taking a brief hiatus until the weekend after Nick's preschool begins.

I will then have TWO Etsy shops: my self-named Facial Care Boutique and Northfield Road.

I am REALLY excited about Northfield Road's grand opening on 9/9. I have about 40 greeting cards, all handmade and dipped in coffee and cinnamon, oven-baked and then decorated in altered art fashion with an emphasis on shabby chic, prim and vintage styles. In addition to cards, this little shop will feature my soy candles and tarts!

That's the update! I am also working on a very thorough review blog of SULFATE FREE and PARABEN FREE hair care! I've tried and tried and will share my thoughts on the good and bad natural shampoos and conditioners on the market.

In the meantime, here are some pictures to share!

My Makeup Alley Notepad!

Friday, August 3, 2007

I have had some requests to publish my MUA notepad since I am no longer over there. I happen to have my homemade beauty recipes right here and other tips which were posted on my notepad. Here goes:


HOMEMADE SKIN CARE RECIPES:

My GREEN TEA & VITAMIN C toner recipe:

Chilled green tea (one cup of tea made with distilled water)

one drop of lavender

a drop of vitamin E oil

one crushed up 500mg vitamin C with rosehips tablet

Shake really well. I store it in an amber or cobalt spray bottle and spritz on.

Keep refrigerated and discard after 1 week.

My favorite serum (lasts 1 week in fridge):

This is my recipe. It is for a vitamin C/E and essential oil serum.

My skin is a Baumann type DSNT...I also have modified my original recipe as I have gotten older--I find if I use equal parts jojoba oil AND good-quality Olive Oil, it is better...the tea tree I add ONLY when I am oily.

Use a funnel and put everything through it into an amber serum bottle. Shake to blend. I refrigerate it and shake every half hour or so for 2-3 hours to make sure it's all incorporated.

It lasts 1 week in the fridge:

* 1/4 teaspoon of L-Ascorbic Acid (Vit-C) powder

* 5 ml distilled water

* 5 ml of glycerin (vegetable)

* 1/8 teaspooon vegetable stearic acid (to help mix the oil and water)

*5 ml Jojoba oil

*1 drop of tea tree oil (when I am more oily).

*1 drop of geranium EO

*1 drop of lavender EO

*1 drop carrot seed oil

*3 drops of vitamin E oil

My Favorite Sugar Scrub:

*Mix equal parts TURBINADO SUGAR to BROWN SUGAR. Add in desired amount of oils (some like a dry texture, some like really oily). In mine that I use every for bath, I use SWEET ALMOND OIL and AVOCADO OIL. Then add it ONE TEASPOON of warm HONEY. Mix well.

My COFFEE SCRUB (temporary firming/anti-cellulite):

*Mix equal parts dry coffee grounds to sweet almond oil. Blend it a bit of TURBINADO sugar. Mix in 1 teaspoon of HONEY (melted).Add a drop or two of vitamin E oil. Apply on thighs, belly, rear and upper arms....

I use extra virgin olive oil in this one. Add sea salts to EVOO, 2 parts salts to 1 part oil...

The Benefits of Oils for the Skin:GOTTA LOVE OILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grapeseed oil, olive oil and jojoba oil make great pre-cleanser for the skin! They remove makeup very well, and without irritation. Grapeseed is the *least* oily of the 3.

OLIVE OIL ROCKS AND HERE IS WHY!!!!!!!!!

In my opinion, Extra Virgin Olive Oil contains the most beneficial ingredients! Here is why:I use the olive oil because there is so much research as of late when it comes to the skin benefits (in addition to the health benefits) of using it. Olive oil is full of vitamins--it has A, B1 and B2, vitamin C, E *and* K. More importantly, it also contains flavonoids and polyphenols which are both potent antioxidants. These help to prevent damage to skin cells and help to combat free radicals. I read a study not too long ago that shows that in countries where they apply a small amount of EVOO to their skin after being out in the sun, that it helps SLIGHTLY to prevent damage from UV rays... I also mix EVOO in my skin serums--even in soaps and moisturizers. It has never clogged my pores and I really think it's a miracleingredient!

ESSENTIAL OILS FOR THE SKIN:


Oils for Oily Skin/Acne Prone Skin: BERGAMOT-TEA TREE OIL-LEMON-LEMONGRASS-ROSEMARY-CEDARWOOD-JUNIPER-LAVENDER-PEPPERMINT-PALMAROSA-NIAOULI
Oils for Eczema and Other Conditions:
BERGAMOT-GERANIUM-CHAMOMILE-SANDALWOOD-YARROW-LAVENDER

Oils for Wrinkle Prevention/Aging Skin:

FRANKINCENSE-ROSE-LAVENDER-NEROLI-PALMAROSA

Oils for Dehydrated/Dry Skin:

PATCHOULI-SANDALWOOD-GERANIUM

OTHER TIPS:


YOGURT is a great facial mask!

MILK is awesome, though, for the bath!!!! It contains lactic acid and is also wonderfully nourishing in the bath!

MILK OF MAGNESIA sure beats Smashbox Photo Finish and Laura Mercier Flawless Finish Primer! Looking for a cheap, yet effective way to help control oily shine AND make your makeup stay? Apply a VERY thin coat of MOM. I mix 2 parts distilled water to 1 part MOM, stir, and apply with a brush. Let it dry, and apply your makeup. I used to use this in clients prior to doing their makeup. I used it on my own skin when it was oily, as well!

OTHER KEYS TO BEAUTIFUL SKIN:


SUNSCREEN!!!!!!!!WATER!!!TONS OF FRUITS AND VEGGIES!!!DRY BRUSHING!!!VITAMINS...I believe that exercise and a proper diet are essential to healthy skin. I do pilates daily and love to walk. Since a severe fibula fracture last year after a fall down 13 stairs, these are the two forms of exercise that no longer hurt the injury.

I also feel (as do most) that a diet high in fruits, veggies and fiber is essential. I also add vitamins to my schedule: C, D, Calcium, E, B1, B2, B12...also evening primrose for the skin, rosehips, and fish or flax oil.I also take VITAMIN D daily. This is essential, as over 80% of Americans have a deficiency in this vitamin. They also recently discovered that this can contribute to many cancers. I take vitamin D/calcium tablets daily. You also NEED to get a couple minutes of sun daily. Yes, sunscreen is CRUCIAL, but a couple minutes not during peak hours is crucial for the immune system!

WATER. I drink 10 glasses of water daily, as well as herbal and green teas. These are wonderful for the body and skin. I am trying to stop my caffeine habit. I am a coffee-fiend. I went cold turkey and had no caffeine for 2 months and then slipped up...I have cut back to 3 cups of coffee per day and have substituted my other cups with steamed skim or soy milk.

DRY BRUSHING THE SKIN.. I dry brush my skin daily prior to my shower or bath. You can buy a wonderful brush at Crabtree & Evelyn or The Body Shop for this. Dry brush your entire body from the feet up, working towards the heart. Do not dry brush your face or heart. Brush in circular motions, and do this for at least 5-10 minutes. This not only revs up circulation and helps eliminate toxins, but it also helps to remove dull and flaky skin.

SOME NATURAL HOUSEHOLD CLEANING TIPS:

I use lemons, distilled white vinegar and baking soda to clean my bath tubs...I cut a lemon in half, then set one half aside and put baking soda on the other half.I scrub the tub with the baking soda half.Then I wipe it down with a sponge/scouring pad with vinegar on it....I rinse that off, and then I use the clean lemon half and wipe it down again. Smells fresh, no chemicals, and it'll shine!

I use lemons for everything, LOL...I put lemon pieces in the garbage disposal for deodorizing....I put lemons in a bowl of water and the microwave it to deodorize the microwave....I put lemon essential oil in a small amount of white vinegar to clean my hardwood floors (no buildup, natural and safe for the kids to crawl around on)....Let's see.....I frequently add EOs to my All Free & Clear laundry detergent....and put essential oils or fragrance oils dabbed onto dryer sheets....I use these in the dryer and also put a dryer sheet with essential oils under my fitted sheets, then they always smell fresh from the laundry between washings each week...You can make it smell nice without spraying air fresheners by dabbing oil onto a light bulb (A COOL LIGHT BULB NOT TURNED ON!), and then when you turn on the light, you have a nice scent...These are some things I do around the house.

My Top 2 Offenders...


Over the past several months to several years, I have become more and more disillusioned and disappointed in certain cosmetics brands due to false claims and contradictory statements, as well as health issues.

There are many offenders, from Avon to Philosophy. My top two are the ones I will discuss at length today.

Today I will talk about Bare Escentuals and Philosophy.

Over the years I have watched BE's CEO, Leslie Blodgett, appear on infomercials and on QVC to sell her amazingly popular line.

Bare Escentuals has some fantastic products--my favorite being Well Rested and the Eye Brow Powder in Dark Blonde-Medium Brown.

What bothers me, and why I will no longer buy from this company, is the misleading information given to millions of viewers, as recently as her appearance this week on QVC.

BE is touted as an "all natural" line. Blodgett was on QVC promoting her products again this week and was talking about the ever popular MINERAL VEIL. Blodgett said that Mineral Veil was all natural and preservative-free. She then made what appeared to be a correction and said that the Veil was not "pure minerals" like the makeup, bu that it was still "free of preservatives".

Mineral Veil contains both methylparaben and propylparaben. These ingredients are preservatives. So Mineral Veil is neither preservative-free nor "all-natural".

What bothers me is that the general viewing public is trusting that these products are as advertised.

I called the 800-number to QVC's testimonial line with the small glimmer of hope that I might speak on the air with Blodgett to inquire about the parabens in Mineral Veil. Once I told the operator what I would be asking, I was told they did not have time for me to ask my question, but that I could "feel free to write".

Since I wrote asking about parabens and the claims of being "all natural" over 1 year ago and haven't heard back, I do not plan to do so again.

I am not saying NOT to buy Bare Escentuals. I am saying that we, as consumers, must educate ourselves if we are truly concerned about what we are putting on our skin and in our bodies.

Now I would like to discuss the brand PHILOSOPHY. I feel much more strongly about NOT buying this brand.


This is a greedy company. They are also hypocrites, in my opinion, when it comes to women's health issues. This company likes to say that they care about women's health. So, they designate certain products as pink ribbon products and say the proceeds will go to worthy foundations supporting breast cancer research. While they may give money away, they still continue to sell unsafe products under the guise that they are wonderful for you--that the products contain healthy ingredients. What they NEGLECT to tell you is that those EXACT products that we all buy to "help women" contain cancer causing ingredients. By buying these "pink ribbon" items and using them, you may be putting ingredients on your skin believed to increase the risk of breast cancer.




A Posh 'Do....

Tuesday, July 17, 2007


Never having been a Spice Girls fan, David Beckham fan, etc...I am shocked to be typing something giving mention to them. I think Posh Spice is a publicity-hound and rather odd, but to each her own.

That being said, I am LOVING her new edgy bob.

As someone who has had all lengths of hair, I gravitate toward short hair...I am usually somewhere between a page boy, bob and a pixie.

My pixie, which I got in September, has gotten old and I am growing it out a bit.

I haven't seen a celebrity pic to take to the salon in years that I have loved.

Until now!

Posh's new 'do is a big DO in my book. It's work well for this busy mom on the go who wants an edgy short cut, rather than a Laura Bush 'do (A MAJOR DON'T in my opinion).


Not only will this style be EASY to style, but it'll be easy to grow into given that the back is already cropped closer to her head and the hair on the side of my head framing my face is longer and angled! At my current rate of growth, I can accomplish this cute new 'do by summer's end!

Coming Soon!

First of all, I would like to announce the additions of a new mineral bronzer and finishing powder to my NEW MINERAL MAKEUP LINE! They went into my Etsy shop yesterday!

My universal cheek color (Rosy Cheeks) and a concealer will debut in August.

Also, some time next week, you will be able to find k.z.m. Facial Care Boutique items (selected items) at the wonderful online mall, Le Mod Boutique. You can find this great site at http://lemodboutique.com.

Did I Mention?

Saturday, July 14, 2007

It seems I have neglected to mention my Etsy shop!

I have a wonderful skin care boutique on etsy.com featuring my handmade natural facial products.

k.z.m. Facial Care Boutique is located at http://www.facialcareboutique.etsy.com

Check it out!

Mention that you read about my store via this blog with your first order and I will include a free gift.

I feature a complete line of cleansers, toners, moisturizers, eye products, a wonderful serum and more! Most products are vegan and ALL-NATURAL. The Goat's Milk items are all veganuntil the goat's milk is added. The moisturizers are the only items that are not 100% natural. They contain less than 1% of a safe synthetic preservative to maintain freshness, so they are about 99% natural.

I owned Flour City Bakery beginning in August 2006. My FCB items are no longer available via the internet, but can be found locally in the Rochester area.

Next week, my MINERAL MAKEUP line will debut with a SMALL selection initially. My BRONZER and FINISHING POWDER will debut first.

Check out my shop today!

My Affordable Fashion Finds!

I am not normally a fan of the chain Steve & Barry's when it comes to selection and quality. We have one here and, quite frankly, in the past their items looked like the $10 per item they were selling for.

When I heard Sarah Jessica Parker was launching her own line, Bitten, at S&B I had to take a look.

I first bought 2 Bitten items last month. The first was a sleeveless empire waist emerald green top with white vine-type designs. The top was only $9.98.

The second was a cap sleeved cotton black "perfect fit" tee, quite fitted, but not tiny and adorned with pin-head sized white polka dots. This find was just under 8 bucks.

When you're constantly on the go with two toddlers who may decide to wipe their faces on your shirts at any moment or sling sand on you from the sandbox, you really don't want to spend much when you're with them all day.

I have always loved fashion. Just because you're a stay at home mom does NOT mean you need to wear sweats and spit-up covered tees, a pony tail and no makeup. Why change how you took care of your appearance before you had kids just because you're a mom? Looking good isn't about being vain. It sets an example for your kids that you respect yourself and want to be at your best. My hubby looks good when he goes off to work (and always! He always looks awesome), so why shouldn't I look good, too? My boys always look great, so why shouldn't I?

I always am "put together". I do my hair and makeup every single day. I don't dress "up", but am always stylish in my casual duds. It doesn't take any longer to look nice than to look like a slob. And with the prices at Steve & Barry's, you can look great everyday, not just going out to dinner or out with friend or your husband.

I have now tested those two tops from S&B for a month. I've laundered them, marinara sauce on them, had my son's chocolate pudding rubbed on to them. They have washed well with no fading, pilling or shrinkage. They are no different quality-wise than a top you'd purchase at my most visited shops of the past for casual wear: Gap, Ann Taylor Loft, J. Crew or Banana Republic.

I can buy 3 tops for the price of one at Steve & Barry's.

Today I decided to go there again since I have been so pleasantly surprised by my other tops. We're going on vacation in a few days and after a recent weight loss, I am in need of some new tops. Her "perfect fit" tees fit me very well--as a large chested woman, the XL fits great. When I like something, I tend to buy several. Today I found a cute tee with horizontal stripes. It fit great, will pack well and be great for roaming museums, the zoo, all the attractions, etc. I bought black/white, denim blue/white, green/white, coral/white....I also bought a deep turquoise top with a cute design at the hem, and did I mention I found an incredibly chic little casual black dress with tiny polka dots (great for a very casual dinner on vacation)?

The damage for the 5 tees and a dress? Under $60! I then went to Target and was looking for the boxers my toddler had to have and found a great pair of red leather kitten heel thongs to go with that black dress--another buy at $6.98.

I just love bargains, and while in the past I would have scoffed at those stores, I am tickled pink to be able to have found great quality casual wear at the mall a mile away and at such bargain prices!

The bottom line is that the Bitten line by SJP is awesome considering everything is under $20--wonderful for moms who don't want to spend a fortune--AND looks great! Check out Steve & Barry's!

***ANOTHER BUY***

Tried Clairol Natural Instincts in SAHARA today to tone down some highlights that came out a bit brighter than this picky mom would have liked. I left it in 10 minutes and the result was toned down blonde highlights, no brass, no dullness, no green! The damage? With a coupon, $3.75!

Forever on the hunt...

Friday, July 13, 2007

I have been looking for my holy grail mascara for about 15 years now.

The first one I ever bought was Maybelline Great Lash. I thought I was using it wrong because it never worked well on me and all the "experts" said it was the best.

I tried every mascara a high school and college student could afford...then I found Lancome Definicils when I was freelancing for them in college. That was great for me....

I have VERY long lashes, long and thick, but pretty fair. I need color definition and a little drama to add some va-va voom to my mommy routine.

Through the years I have used YSL and Christian Dior, Chanel, Cargo, Smashbox, Bare Escentuals--so many mascaras. The Faux Cils, which is supposed to be la creme de la creme actually made my eyes burn.

I found my holy grail in RIMMEL EXTRA SUPER LASH, but alas, I discovered they test on animals, so I refuse to use it, even if it made my eyes look smokin'.

So, I am forever on the hunt. I stopped writing down the ones have I tried, and I stopped my documentation at #40.

I know I have tried more than that...

I have to say, though...Maybelline Great Lash is NOT great! As someone who has been a professional makeup artist and who knows many makeup artists, we all agree that it is sub-par. The only people this is good for is people who do NOT want definition or lengthening, and those who don't mind smudging.

I have a mascara I would give an A- to and I have been wearing it on and off since it debuted: AVON DARING CURVES MASCRA. It is great. Not perfect, but will suffice as my quest continues!

If you have any recommendations, I am eager to try some others!

Preview of the Blog

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Welcome to my blog!

I wanted to create a special place for my customers, friends and all lovers of beauty products to read up on skin care and makeup (and anything else).

I will also use this as a place to fully detail my products, how I have chosen particular ingredients, and some great recipes for you to try on your own skin at home.

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